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11.21.2009

peep into it

see the light beyond

yell out loud

defeat hell

windows are windows

but beyond it there's light

there's that bright

which blinds your sight

oh yes it does

it blinds your eyes

despite of that it reveals something

it shows the beauty of everything

the world may be unfair

though when we're born we're bare

be still, hold on

for in the end we'll be blessed by HIM.

Labels: poem

+ yaNix + 11/21/2009 05:41:00 AM

okay, so this is another post from me of course. this post is not my own post. i mean i got this from the Agriculture Student Council. hmm, actually this poem is not also made by the ASC people. they just bought this from somewhere. i forgot where exactly. haha. so here it is.

This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.

Everybody thought that Anybody could do it,

but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody

when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

P.S. So does this makes sense?

+ yaNix + 11/21/2009 05:30:00 AM

11.16.2009

in a glimpse of an eye she startled me!

i couldn't believe my eyes that she exists

i seldom look at her and read every movement

i know that's difficult

reading someone's actions is in fact difficult

difficult because i don't know her

and i...i couldn't see her from where i am

she was the first to make me smile

she was the first to make my heart grow fonder

fonder and fonder of writing

yes she doesn't know me

she haven't met me

but she believed in me

i don't know if she's following me

but one thing i could say

"thank you"

thank you for believing

thak you for making me believe in me.

thanks in a million way

+ yaNix + 11/16/2009 06:51:00 AM

Do you know anything about your fingers? Nah-ah this has nothing to do with green! This is a plain question. Okay so you don’t know anything right? Okay I’ll just give you the details…

Here are the make-believe facts told to me by the very famous and supposed-to-be RS teacher of mine – mr. pangda:

(caution: better grab your bibles with you coz this has something to do with it. hmm, again this has nothing to do with the green. These are plain details.)

1.) FUCK YOU SIGN

You may not see any connection with the fuck you sign and the bible but there really is. the fuck you sign is actually the eighth commandment among the ten commandments. Hmm, do you know how we Filipinos count numbers using our hands? We start from the pinky and ends on the thumb. So if you try to count, the middle finger appears to be the eighth commandment. But, according to our RS teacher, the eighth commandment says about RESPECT FOR TRUTH. It shows that the very blunt and nasty FUCK YOU SIGN has some good thing about it. it seeks for TRUTH! (the latter was just a thought I give to myself after the lecture.)

2.) ROCK ON SIGN

This one deals with the sixth and ninth commandment. This means RESPECT FOR PERSONAL PROPERTY. No wonder why rock stars do the rock on sign! They imply uniqueness and bravery to show who they really are inside out. they have their own ideal portrayal of image.

Labels: realizations, REFLECTIONS

+ yaNix + 11/16/2009 06:36:00 AM

“Learning is introspection - you know yourself.” – mr. lino pangda

It is believed that there is no other person you know better than yourself. And this belief applies to learning because you can never learn if you don’t know anything about yourself. I mean you cannot be able to understand a single thing if you don’t know what is your wants and ways of possibly engaging yourself into a thing.

+ yaNix + 11/16/2009 06:35:00 AM

"Putting yourself in God's name, that's a prayer." - mr. lino pangda

mr. lino pangda is actually my supposed-to-be RS55 teacher. yeah supposed-to-be because there was a sort of shifting thingy that's happened. anyway, this quotable quote was told to us by mr. pangda. actually the reason why he mentioned this one was we were having a class on a Tuesday night. and usually before classes would start there is an opening prayer. and so he lead the prayer. he made the sign of the cross and so did we - the students. after making the sign of the cross we were shocked when he said, "okay that's our prayer". so we kind of laugh and look at each other. when he sense this he asked us, 'were you thinking about God when you made the sign of the cross?'. of course we said, 'yes!'. and he explained that making the sign of the cross is in fact a prayer if you think of God while doing it.

Labels: prayer, wala lang

+ yaNix + 11/16/2009 06:34:00 AM

11.15.2009

DISCLAIMER: the CLICK 5

+ yaNix + 11/15/2009 07:18:00 AM

whew! i never thought it could be this hard. oh well this is just another assignment - a small task assinged to me. hmm, not just to me but to the class. our teacher asked us to make a hiSTORY. yeah right, our teacher just asked us to do some research and talk about our family histroy! but, i wasn't really shocked by the task given to us because this is a history subject. what startled me is the reason why, of all history, he had to pick our FAMILY HISTORY as our assignment! hmm, i wasn't angry with this actually. it's just that this is quite hard for me. (good thing my mama knows much about our history so i don't have much problem with this anymore. only i don't know how to organize my thoughts. haha). anyways, so here is it! i'm doing it now.

zzzzz. good night!!!!

+ yaNix + 11/15/2009 06:03:00 AM

11.13.2009

at this point in time i've hurt my friend's feelings and so did he. yes we were friends and are still friends. i was not used to be seeing him with his other friends because we're used to always be together. and so when he had his new friends i and my friends got jealous and a bit crazy about it. yeah, of course we do understand him and all but sometimes you just don't get to understand others coz you were hurt or simply jealous. to be honest our friendship almost broke just because we're too immature to face the reality that sometimes friends have to drift apart for some reasons and/or hindrances.

+ yaNix + 11/13/2009 03:22:00 AM

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+ yaNix + 11/13/2009 02:42:00 AM