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8.30.2009
i love this photo of me...yuki_kim or ms. kim damlani edited this one..
+ yaNix + 8/30/2009 11:03:00 PM
and the winner goes to...this group of people won the 2009 community building mini games of the development communication...haha...hooray...
+ yaNix + 8/30/2009 10:56:00 PM
friends. i have my friends. they are like your friends. they are humans. they possess both good and bad qualities. their good qualities makes me proud. but their bad qualities triggers me. i love my friends (but i'm not sure if they feel the same way). so here is a list of reasons why i don't like my friends . . .
- they tell you what to do. whatever it is they think that won't fit you isn't good for you even if you so love it.
- they are selfish. i admit that i am even selfish as they are but their selfishness sucks.
- they make fun of you. but beware! they hate it when they become the prey.
- they are always happy. this is different i know. people tend to go with people who are cheerful. but in my case i just don't know. they are happy people. i love their being cheerful and happy-go-lucky 'tude. but it isn't always right. i mean they don't care enough about my feelings. (that's so selfish of me.)
- they backstab me. i know. i feel it. and it stabs me soo much. it hurts.
- they are friends for good reasons only. they care in a way but they are different. i don't understand them.
P.S. i love my friends but there are just things that i don't understand about them. or it's just me who they don't understand. i like their 'tudes but it also haunts me. it kept haunting me. i feel that i cannot be who i really am whenever i'm with them because they set their own standards for me.
Labels: friends, hurt, sad
+ yaNix + 8/30/2009 10:37:00 PM
i haven't blogged since???hmm, i forgot when exactly. so let me put it this way...i haven't blogged since i started my tumblr account. (hmm, i think that one makes sense..hahha) so here's my blog . . .
this past few weeks i've been so engrossed with my video production class. we were tasked to make an experimental film. but first things first. so before everythig started, we were told to make a script. at first i was hesitant coz my ideas clash. i just couldn't think of a possible story to tell. our professor told us to make a surrealist kind of film. days after i finally made a beautiful story. yes, it was a beautiful story. gladly when i passed it my teacher appreciated it. *smiling while drops of tears floods me*.
then comes the production part - the shooting of scenes. i didn't find a hard time choosing my characters/actors because i've thought of them beforehand. the only problem i saw was what if they wouldn't agree with me or with my story. so i texted both of them and it was real happiness which hugged me. they accepted it!
however, due to differences of schedule i wasn't able to finish shooting. and the worse thing is that the most important scene was the one that i haven't shot.
luckily i was able to find simple solutions to my uber hard problems. but before arriving at my solutions, tears flood me away. i almost give up. the hope was gone.
and then i meet up with my mother. then she made me think that my failure shouldn't be the reason of my total destruction. i should not give up. at first i didn't deciphere what she told me. and then after some time i realized it. i shouldn't give up.
saturday morning was supposed to be the deadline. i was afraid. i was timid. i was ashamed. thankfully our professor told us to just post it on youtube.com. and now i'm uploading my video. unfortunately it'll took me hours. but i wouldn't mind. i've gone so far already and there's no point in giving up anymore. i won't cry. i won't give up. i will survive!
Labels: hope, rant
+ yaNix + 8/30/2009 10:23:00 PM
